前几天在南京书城买了本《王蒙自述：我的人生哲学》，在书店的时候随便翻了一下，感觉讲得很有逻辑性，序言也写得比较鼓舞人心，便买了回来。今天再拿起来仔细读内容时，感觉怪怪的，不是我想象中的人生哲学；开始就是想要听听过来人的经验之谈，读着读着便读出点教条来，读着读着就看不到王蒙的影子了。现在是索性扔在一边，以后要看什么叫嫉妒心之类的解释倒可以派上用场。这本书，老实说，是本很值得推荐的教科书式的人生哲学，但是对于我们这年龄段的学生，实在是显得有点“故作正经”，方方面面都讲得有条有理的，能做到这些的不是圣人也是哲人吧。反正现在特别讨厌从大的范围去讨论问题，不接触真正的本质要害。还是周国平的自传更值得看，有血有肉，描绘的是人，描绘的是真实的人。不过很欣赏王蒙那段关于什么是天才的评论。 
      已经被上海爱立信录取，悬着的心终于可以落下了。因为被录取的事CN部门，而我一直对JAVA比较感兴趣，所以对工作内容有点困惑，去CSDN 上发了个贴，听听大家的意见：如果真的这样，我就要离开心爱的JAVA了。我一直喜欢JAVA，喜欢Eclipse,喜欢Open Source，喜欢来CSDN的JAVA版，喜欢去SourceForge逛逛...可是，现在要去接触全新的语言了，我想过放弃这个offer，想过重新找一个单位，做我热爱的JAVA......但是现在这个企业是非常好的企业，也是我一直向往的企业）....在一个企业自己的平台下工作，会不会以后不好跳槽了呵？是不是只能呆在那个企业了呢？有经验的说说吧:)
实在是太幸运了，居然遇到我们上一届的师兄回帖：
From your ID, I get to know that we come from the same university and the same school. Further more, from your description of the company you will join in, I guess it is ericson in Shanghai. Am I right?
    Actually, it is a well known and really good telcommunication company. And 3G is becomming more and more popular so that this field will have a bright future and excellent potential in Chinese macket. So basically it is not a bad idea to take your internship there.
     However I find that you are a Java fan as well as me. Whereas the job in that company will not facilitate your personal interests. Based on my experiences, acquiring a job that can both provide good salary and meet your interests is nearly impossible for a fresh graduation student. Especially in a big transnational company, you are always playing a too small role to control your career in that environment. What only we can do is to strengthen ourselves on both technical and non-techincal capabilities, adpat to the working environment and style, learn as much as possible and finally create your career and life style.
     In a word, boy, just do it. It's an admirable opportunity for you. Please cherish it.
     Nearly forhet to tell you, I am a senior student of COSE. Maybe ther is one day you can know me。
    看了他的回帖还是收获不小。I am eager to know himJOK, Now I do really know what I should to do !